Wanting to be loved....(Alex)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Current mood: sad

Before you read this I wanted all of you to know that this was written from different events that I have witnessed from different people. I wanted to dedicate this poem to them becasue In some cases I can very much relate to whats going on in their lives. For those of you out there who are looking for that special one, Don't give up. It's a matter of timing and it all depends on you. At the same time don't ever feel obligated to give your all to a person who approaches you. He or she may not be the one. Just becasue certain people have more relationships or dates than you doesn't nessicarly mean they have the best love life. I hope some of you can relate to this and focus on the issue at hand I decided to name the person in this story. Alex (boy or girl). I hope you enjoy and give feed back if you wish. Thank you and god luck everyone. Love, Rhi

I live in a world where I have to work twice a hard
It seems like no one knows how special you are
I hear my cousins braging about their evenings I see my brothers and sisters have plan
I see my friends in joy and affection
I see everyone else around I haven't had the sa
me feelings I always thought I was ugly
No one cared to speak to me
No one cared to look
When the first time came of being discovered
I didn't know how to act
I was way too excited
I want the world to know that I have been discovered
I want to share my memories
I want to share my soul with the very one who knew
I exsisted I had dreams like everyone else
When this opprotuntity came I held on to it tight
Thinking that never again will I get something so Special
That this must be the one Im so sure of it!
I give it my all Dress in the best clothes
Show sides of me and sides that I will never expose
It feels so good to be touched for the first time
This is what love feels like huh?
Contiune to touch me I want to Impress you
Show that I care
Perhaps give you my most prescious gift for your approval?
So I did Things changed
There was no longer the spark that I thought exsisted
Time to hit the road it was just a simple mistake
Iv'e learned by lesson the next one will be better
Time to hit the road theres other fish in the sea
The next one I know will be for me!
I met a new person So far so good
No pressure, no stress im free as a bird
Once again I was wrong and fell for it too
Oh my im quite the fucking fool
I asked my self why they desire my body
When it comes to everyone else it's their heart they want
Am I meant to be a sex slave?
I much as I enjoy the pleasure
My heart continues to hurt
All I want to do is have someone love me
I keep going and going with truth and lies
All of this ends with an unexpected supprise
All I wanted was to be loved Is that so hard to ask?