Lets just kiss and say goodbye

Monday, June 30, 2008
Current mood: creative

First of all before any of you jump to conculusions the blog is titled like this becasue it is a name of one of my favorite old school songs by the Manhattens and this blog has alot to do with the title as well.
anyway...

"this has got to be the saddest day of my life, I have called you here today for a bit of bad news..."

Well from the start of the past school year untill now. I have been though alot of shit. I have lost, gained, and hated friends or so called friends. Not only that I had to say good bye to alot that I was use to. "its gonna hurt me I can't lie". But alot of things that I had to change to be a better person for myself and some of you may think that I have gotten worse. Then you truly have no idea what the fuck is going on in my head. "please dont stop me untill Im through, this is something I hate to do". But some of you are not ment or made to understand me in how I feel. "many months have passed us by...I gonna miss you, I got ties and so do you, I think this is the thing to do" But thats too bad. To those that are related and un related to me it doesnt fucking matter. I am on path that you cant cut off. "when you turn walk away don't look back.." Becasue I am walking a head of you. Sometimes I wonder, what would my future be like if I decided to stay the way I was years ago. Clueless, defenseless, unaware, unkown, confused. Well I have became a soilder of my own heart and my own spirit. I will be something you will never expect me to be. So I must say to those who are afraid of what I have....

"I wanna rememer you like this lets just kiss and say goodbye, please darling dont you cry lets justkiss and say good bye."

A wonderful song. I may not be about what I have talked about but the quoting sends a strong meassge.

all you gotta do in life is kiss and say goodbye to things you dont need.