Those very words you said

Saturday, February 28, 2009
Current mood: angry

Sometimes I wonder about how you live. Sometimes I wonder why that is.I just wonder if your safe becasue I care. Is it wrong to share my ideas with you on how I feel. Is it wrong to let you know that a true friend is here. Im sorry I mess up. Im sorry I do annoying things. I will try to fix them. But Im not perfect. Understand my pain as I understand yours. Your friendship with me is not a chore. It's a blessing or gift what ever you may want to call it. I can't throw you away becasue you mean something to me. If you need to be alone I will understand. I will give you your space. I will give you your time. Not everything I can see with my very own eyes. Sometimes you need to tell me so I can get the clue. If you stress out about life I understand. I didn't mean to hurt you or make you mad. A simple misunderstanding is what makes me sad. Please be well. I hope your days go right. From this point on I can see that friendship with you is a challenge and I fight. I willing to take that risk becasue of what you hold inside. Im down for the cause im down to ride.I know that life isn't easy for many. I know that life is especially difficult for you an I. This fact will always remain untill the day I die. Here a lie so messed up and confsued. Those words you said....those very words you said.......