I Understand

Sunday, July 08, 2007
Current mood: confused

(verse 1)
Hi I am here
Do you know that I'm here?
I really want to see you
Do you know that I'm here?
I can't wait to meet you
I want to be there
So you can smile
But do you know I'm here?
Finally you know
I'm so happy
Are you proud of me know
What will I be?
What is my name?
Will I be ok?
What do you need from me?
I will try to do my best
I will make you proud
And let you know that I am here for you
Who is the man?
That I see outside
Is he the man that I will call daddy?
Who is he mommy?
Does he know about me?
Are you going to tell him?
I can't wait for everyone to know that I'm here
Mommy I'm so glad that you let him know
That I am in your life
I don't understand this word abortion
Mommy what does it mean?
Why did the man say it to you?
Is it something good or bad?
Mommy why are you crying?
Did the man hurt you?
Did I do something wrong?
Please don't be sad mommy I am here for you..
What is the matter?
You can tell me
I'm sure that I can understand
Where are we going now mommy?
What is this big place?
Mommy who is the man in white?
Is he the one who I will call daddy?
Why do you tell the man about the word abortion?
Does he know what that word means mommy?
Why do you tell him I have to go away?
Did I do something wrong mommy?
I really didn't mean it
To hurt you mommy
I'm sorry please don't cry again
I will do better I promise
Why do you say goodbye?
Are you going somewhere?
Will you come back for me?
Who long will it take you?
I'm sure that I can wait
Mommy I'm scared!
Where am I going!
Please help me!
I want to know!
Why am I leaving you?!I can't breathe!
Mommy where are you now?!....
I just woke up in a different place
I had no idea of where I was
They're where other babies there just like me
Sad, lost, and alone.
One came to us and told us why we thereNow I understand why I went away
Mommy I still love you and think about you
I could have been the best thing for you
I just came at the wrong time that's all
But It's ok mommy
I know I will see you again
I will just for you here and always love you
No matter how far away…