Monday, August 04, 2008
Current mood: angry
Rhiana wake up please wake up! Are you there? can you hear me? Please Rhiana don't go now we need you! Rhiana! Rhiana! Rhiana! Are you threre? Im not hearing anything breathing or a heart beat. Im sorry but I think he have lost her....
That's how I have been feeling recently with the recent events in my life and over these past few months. I feel like I am in the ICU in the hospital and the doctors are trying to revive me and I am not responding I am living to the very last breath and heart beat. The doctors did the best the could and there is nothing they can do.
To tell you the truth I have died along ago. My body is no longer mine and my soul roams the earth. At this point in time by the way things are going I will never be alive again, it will take along time, or I will be reborn.
This point in time is so unbearible to me it has killed me a second time and that is not normal.
Each and everyday as time goes on me be to seem to have more loss than gain and as the days go by I find myself fighting more and more battles will I ever get out of this god forsaken war? I don't know....am I there?
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