Heart Broken

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Current mood: disappointed

Over the past few months I have realized alot of things about myself and my surroundings. I try as hard as I can to show that I mean something to someone. But now I dont give a fuck. Because I know who really cares about me. I did all in my power to care for you and in return I dont get respect. Why is it that the people who are often misunderstood the most unique and special? You know I cant deal with all of this pain and suffering. I have for years. But I will have my revenge and this time I will shine. You know I wish people wernt so selfish. Many of the people dont understand why I am so angry all the time. Well I have my reasons. I value my friends but I think at this point in time I have to double check that again. Thank you so much for those of you that care. I know that it's not all about me, but I dont apprecaite it how you just leave me behind without an answer. Well my answer to you is that real friends dont fuck you over. I once told someone that I value my firends as if they were diamonds rare but precious other ones are like fallen leaves they come and go. I ment that when I ment that. I appreciate how true friends take time to talk to you and see how you are holding up or care when you are in times of need. For my real friends out there, I love you guys and thanks for having my back for years and you guys have done so much for me than my family has ever done. For the other ones that I have only known for such a short time thanks for everything so far and I hope that I will be able to maintain a wonderful friendship with you in the future. If not then I'm sorry if you don't want to be a real friend to me then fuck you. My heart is where it stands. So you will see who will have the last laugh you fake mother fuckers.